This song just came up on a playlist in iTunes, and I immediately smiled. It reminded me of the last time I saw YOU; how I told you about how I had planned to sing it to you in order to tell you how I feel; how I sang part of it for you, and mostly, how you kissed me afterwards. It was a fairytale moment that I never wanted to end. You had all these emotions in your eyes, and I couldn't even begin to decipher half of them.
Now there's so many things I want to tell you. How I've come to like you so much more than I had first intended. How I fear that you don't feel even half of what I do. Mostly I'm just plain scared that I'm heading headfirst into a serious broken heart.
We agreed to take it slow, I know that. But part of me doesn't want to take it slow anymore. I want to be able to take your hand without having to gather up the courage first or be drunk. I want to be able to kiss you whenever I want. I want to tell you how I feel without having to fear rejection.
But for now, I'll just listen to that song and revel in the memories, because really, that's what I do best.
I'm wandering the streets
In a world underneath it all
But nothing seems to be
Nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're
Twisting your hair around your finger
But tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you
Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cos I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a waterbed
Do I seem familiar?
I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times
No more camouflage, I wanna be exposed
And not be afraid to fall
Oh, I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'll muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
If I could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood
I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would
That's what I'll do
That's what I'll do
That's what I'll do
To get through to you, yeah
I'll muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
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